desperately down

heeeeeeellllp!! im desperately need a hug, need a help, need an inspiration, need a good internet connection of course! really, this internet connection is fuckin kidding me, i still got a lot things to do, and this been more than 2 hours the connection is goin on and off. MAMAAAA i need home for really, i do cry this time, no, bukan karena gua cengeng tapi ini udah kesel bgt gatau lg mau marah-marah sama siapa :( gua merasa ga produktif, so many things to do tapi gua bingung harus mulai dari mana dan gimana. maaaaahhh!! kawinin gua sama anak orang kaya yang ganteng aja lah mah.