upside down

I have been working for about 4 months. Doing a routine, the thing when you do a routine is sometimes you will meet the same person and the same thing everyday. And the thing about change is you will never know when it will strike your life or your routines. Today, oct 6th, feels so weird. This is my first day without my kindhearted manager, and my last day take a car to go to work as my uncle resign from his current job. And its getting weird as the person i used to meet while waiting for a bus is not the person i usually met, mas mas yg selalu turun di jl. Surabaya, kenek kenek perempuan yang mungkin tinggal di halte itu, bapak bapak penjual minuman di sepeda, the one and only tukang ojek di halte itu setiap pagi, bapak bapak penjual bubur ayam, hilang, berubah dengan sosok sosok baru. It feels really weird when you still do the same thing, the same place with a totally different people. Perubahan itu menyeramkan, menakutkan. Dia bisa datang kapan saja when you feel like your life is absolutely fine, but then it come and put your life upside down.

7 years

7 years is not a short time. By tomorrow my manager will not working with us again. This month is my 4 months working in this company. 4 months is enough for me to know that he is such a good person, a leader yet a friend. As im a newbie here, he always told me to do better and ask whenever you want, he helped me much. i'm such a lucky to be able to know him as my first manager. I'm surely sad, so do with my team mates. We know he go for good. As thinking he will go by tomorrow, i just wondering how it feels like to leave your job After about 7 years. For i do feel really sad when i had to leave jogja after 4 years. Can't imagine if its 7 years.