Sabtu, 07 September 2013

Been through the hard week, and will through another weeks that even harder maybe. Because you'll see your friend go, satu persatu, but it seems not that easy. By this month i have to let go 4 of my bestfriends go back to jakarta. I know anytime soon i will go with them but really yang sulit bukanlah meninggalkan kota ini, tapi meninggalkan kenangannya, meninggalkan kebiasaannya. Sekarang saja ketika yang lain sudah satu persatu meninggalkan kota ini rasanya sudah beda. Cant imagine if im being the one who have to leave this city as a student. This time i really cant handle the feelin, like for the first time i let senny go back home. And i will do the same thing this tuesday, teman pertama dikosan ini, tetangga sebelah kamar, teman yang kamarnya dengan sesuka hati suka gua pake, teman pergi ke acara bareng, teman nonton gigs tiap weekend, teman sarapan pagi, teman yang ga ribet kalo diajak kesana kemari. Aaah too much things to mention. I dont wanna cry (again) but the feeling being left by your friend is a mixed between sadness and stressful. God please lancarkan usaha saya, cant wait to start my new chapter of life.