love is complicated

hi guys hows your weekend, hope its great because mine is preety good :)
yesterday i read Marmut Merah Jambu by Raditya Dika and it reminds me about love. there are some sentence which inspired me a lil bit, such as "apa yang salah dengan orang yang terlalu dalam sayang sama orang lain", defense mechanism until unrequited love. Don't you realize that love is not that simple as you think. I don"t even really know how to understand the love itself. love is always unpredictable, sometimes you don't know how love comes to you and infected you. how love makes you insane by smiling a whole day because have a text message from her or him. until how love make you unrealistic people when you're betrayed by love but you still faithful and believe in love.
you must ever feel how falling in love is, how you feel love in either sweet or bitter way.
and the core problem of it is, i am being realized that "why i never have a chance to know it for further?" always in a half way, half complete, or any words that represented half. Kalo temen temen gw bilang "nanggung". gw juga ga ngerti kenapa bisa selalu seperti itu, berharap semoga nanti ada kemajuan hahaha. sometimes the quotes "sometimes the person i want the most is the person i'm better of without" is totally true. and i remember about a little story that she (my friend) gave to me
girls like apples on tree. The boys dont want to reach the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good but easy. so the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along. The one who is brave enough to climb all

i dont know why, but it helps me alot. every love bring different effects to every person both sweet and bitter way. it depend on how we take it. so guys spread the love others all around the world because love is like vitamin for our life :) hahaha